Steven E. Manthe
February 4th, 1952 - August 16th, 2008
This world is so different to me now. It is quiet, less boisterous, unfair. It has lost its magic; its light lessened. It is irreparable. So many things left undone...things I need to say, things I need to hear...an aisle I need you to walk me down, babies you would have loved...
Right now we struggle to put one foot in front of the other. It comes in waves...at times it's calm and peaceful and we're so happy that you are finally where you yearned to be. At others, it comes crashing down, almost so heavy, we struggle to even come back up for air. It's simply unfair. The void you left behind is massive. I am empty without my famously loving Big Dog. I need you here...
*We are considerably overwhelmed at the outpouring of love we have received the past few days. So many beautiful people, beautiful words, beautiful stories. I know his reach was far, wide, and deep and words cannot tell you all how much your comfort and support means to us. Do the Big Dog a favor and go hug your loved ones, tell them you love them, pray for them, and hold them close. We are not guaranteed a tomorrow....*
In loving memory of Steven Earl Manthe - until we see you again....
You can read more about him here.
4 comments:
Words cannot express what I want to say to you.
I do however know exactly how you feel...as I right this I am counting down the days to my own dad's 1st year anniversary...it has been 360days since he took his last breath in my arms..but it feels like 2 seconds ago..
My love and prayers are with you and yours.
Jo
We are so sorry for your family's loss...our prayers are with you.
-Jenny, Brandon, Charlie and Will Bauleke
Of course Krysta you know our pain is with you I have not felt right since my long time friend Deniseee called me last Saturday morning to tell me this sad news. He leaves a void in all of our lives. If you only met him once he made a difference ! He brought smiles and laughter to the world around him. Your pain is overwhelming and it will be for a long time but you will be strong just like he prepared you for everything in life....so laugh, cry, hug and hold on to those wonderful memories. We are all here for you....Love Suzicious Q
Krysta...My heart is breaking for you. I am so very sorry to hear about the passing of your dad. I know how much family means to you so this is going to be the hardest thing to go through in your life, this far.
I've lost both of my parents...my dad died back in '89 when I was just 22 and my mom in 2001. No matter how long ago you lose a parent, it hurts for a very long time.
Let the feelings come, don't push them away. Use your photography to find a message -- you will.
Again, please accept my most sincere thoughts and prayers for you and your family during this time... you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jennifer White
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